There are two kinds of patience - that which you have with your loved ones, and which you extend to them when needed, and that which has to do with more personal matters, and things which affect you directly. Patience I have, when it comes to those I love, however when it comes to waiting for something, I have absolutely NONE - never have, likely never will.
I enjoy looking forward to something pleasant, like a holiday, but when it is potentially a life changing momentous sort of event, i prefer it to happen NOW!! Whether it is for the bad or good, i hate that state of limbo, knowing change is coming but having to wait for it is just torture for me - all my cells rebel against it. Especially when i know it's the most amazing, epic thing that's i've ever looked forward to so far in my life :)
Change isn't something i have always been comfortable with, but i've grown into a place where while i feel that i will always need to have roots somewhere, I shall be fine wherever I land. I'm much more Water than Earth, the older i get. I love knowing that wherever life takes me it will be good, it will be positive. I've learned a lot in my years here. I've been bitter and jaded and angry, but that is long in my past - the future is very bright indeed. I always hoped for this, and am so blessed that I've finally found it :) Perhaps it was only waiting for me to be ready for it ^__^ That is the only thing that makes waiting worthwhile, because it is so worth waiting for :)
